college

I'm kinda scared for college ong maybe in college I'll actually try to make friends ok so when its finals or whatever we all freak out together.. I promise I can socialize I just don't feel like it 99% of the time cuz I'm always sleepy unless its like nighttime and also cuz apparently when I get too comfy I'm weird and yap too much so OK BRUH if you don't like me yapping about slop I like or whateveerr LEAVE. this is why my sister is my #1 broat vro she always listens to my slop and I always listen to hers and we freak out together. I promise Erin when I move out I will drive home whenever I can and we'll hang out together 😭😭 and im gonna keep you in my dorm or whatevr and we nerd out 🤓

and this also has me thinking damn maybe I should change up the way I dress to make people who are like me feel like talking to me.. I gotta take advantage of the fact that my mom will literally buy me whatever I want before I move out and have to buy things myself with money I earn myself😢😢 jobs bro jobs I'll prob be able to work as a dental assistant during college since I'm getting a lot of experience from my dads job and be able to take the danb exam at one point but idk bro dental 🤣🤣🤣🤣 so fun. ngl its a pretty relaxing and relatively stress free job and it makes decent money so I should probably stick with dental

forasken

 brooo I need forsaken friends I could def make some cuz I'm in like 2 forsaken fan servers and its so ayaaa aa a a a yknoow I don't really talk in discord servers unless they're made by my own friends and I'm a mod/admin whatever for some servers and bro I don't do anything in them anyways I need forsaken friends specifically ones who like ships cuz some forsaken ships make me crazy which is funny to think about if you look at the source material lolol ong maybe I should go back to posting art except I draw a bunch of forsaken and get forsaken fans to follow me and forsaken MOOTS omg I miss my south park mutuals sm they were so awesome I still talk with some of them and vroo having mutuals is so fun I gotta get back to posting art again

my return

 ok I haven't blogged in forever and I'm back now cuz I wanna yap a bunch anyways I'm so 😭😭😭😭 STUPID vro I thought the notes for ap psych weren't due until the 29th but I looked at the calendar and realized its due in 2 days and like boi I need to catch up on writing notes for like 6 readings which wouldn't be so bad if like almost all of them were closer to 20 pages than ten SIGH. whatever bro I hate everything why do I procrastinate sm my school life would be sm more stress free if I just did things quick 😔

WHAT

 vro my sister met this guy from Florida thru her irl friend and she called him her huzz and I was like what.. and found out she actually isn't opposed to being with him like as in BF AND GF. peeing what the hell you are only 14 STPOPP. how do you develop feelings this quick she literally only started talking to him like Saturday I think and he called her a baddie and whys he lowkey flirting with her when they chat that is my LITTLE SISTER. anyways how does she know she has feelings 😭 idk I never had a real crush befeor I'm prob gonna grow up single but really idc. speaking of crsuhes I remember I had a weird situaationship??? with this guy who was shy around me and gave me gifts all the time and people shipped us even tho I literally bullied him kinda LOL (I promise it was affectionate bullying ok,, I'm not that mean) unfortunately if he really did have a crush on me i only saw him as a friend idk how do you look at people romantically

insantiy

im so brain rotted that my priorities are messed up.. ive spent more time reading about phighting characters kits and studying how to play forsaken and become cracked at 1x1x1x1 instead of studying or doing my projects the adult world is gonna hate to see me coming 😁😁 speaking of adult vro why am i getting so old now i remember when i was like 11 i would find people that i looked up to bc of their art or animations or whatever and most of the time they were like 16 and i was like damn but now IM 16. I AM. and when i see other talented people now theyre YOUNGER THAN ME.. i dont like this vroe

i hate schowol

im so cooked i have a big apush project due tomorrow that has zero exceptions for late submissions which im still not finished with and im supposed to finishh my ap lang research project outline that i didnt even find sources for yet and i need to finish my irp presentation for physics.. acting as if i didnt have the weekend to work on it haha 😂😂 esp that irp presentation.. i had since like december to finish 😂😂

phighting phour haha get it

 i was playing phighthing at midnight like normal and i was playing subspace since i just bought his cutiespace skin and i was doing pretty well getting a bunhc of assists and kills and no deaths but then all of a sudden the monitor froze so i thought that i crashed bc that happens quite a bit esp in guts and blackpowder but then i realized no matter what button i pressed nothing worked so i was like damn ig i gotta turn off my computer by pressing the power button on the pc so i did that i held it and stuff but it didnt work so i had to unplug and plug my pc back in but when i did it woke up with a blue screen then did this fixing something that froze while downloading so i had to unplug my pc again and then it did that fixing downloading thing again excepet it didnt freeze but when it finished it showed me pick your keyboard settings or something asking me what language but my keybboard and mouse werent lit up bc they werent connected or something so i couldnt do anything so i had to unplug my pc AGAIN and then it showed the same thing again so i unplugged and plugged my pc back in like 3 more times before i was like goddammmit and woke up my dad to fix it and. he turns off the pc by pressing the power button on the pc. and turns it back on. AND ITS FIXED JUST LIKE THAT WOW OMGFGGFGFGFGG I WOKE HIM UP FOR NOTHIGN this dumbassa computer vro im gonna kill it istg i spent like 20 min trying to fix it on my own and all i had to do was press the power button ar you kidding me anyway my computer probaby broke like that bc it couldnt handle my subspace main swag,, im such an awesome subspace main